Bleh.

Stronger. Missed a workout Thursday, came back Friday and had a terrible workout. No cardio, was exhausted 30 minutes in, distracted the whole time. Expect a better start this week.

However.

My triceps are starting to horseshoe again. And they're firming. My biceps are rounding and balling up (under the fat, mind you). Pecs are gathering mass (again under a padding of moss). Quads are defining under the fat pad.

So I know what I need to do, I just don't know if I have the sustained willpower to do it.

Ugh

I know why I wasn't feeling well. And that is now done with. Life moves forward, but UGH. That wasn't fun.

Energy fade

Eyes getting heavy. Trying to figure out why.

Cheat

Got my cheese fix.

A whole pizza worth. In my defense, I did, however, only eat a few slices full, then just ripped the cheese off with a fork.

I don't actually feel ashamed. But I'm pretty sure no where in any diet does it say eat 2 cups of low-fat parmesan as part of any workout regimen.

As hard as I worked last night, I've got no apologies.

ROWR!

FEED ME SEYMOUR!

Serious hunger rev all of a sudden. It almost seems like it's in my mind, because my stomach doesn't want anything, but my mouth is watering and I want one thing. Cheese Pizza.

I'm thinking about cheeseburgers, tacos, Chipotle, and nothing is touching the thought of cheese pizzas.

Yeah, this is weird

I'm not used to being this full and satiated like this at this point in the day.

I could get used to this.

Full

Wow. Had about 1 scoop of the whey with my oatmeal this morning (8AM). Still *almost* uncomfortably full. Normally this time of day I'm in Snack Attack mode. The only thing I feel like I can't get enough of right now is water. I've knocked down two quart-sized containers before noon.

Oi.